It's been years since we last saw each other. It's been years since I last heard from you. But even in the long time of your absence my heart didn't stop beating for you.
I couldn't explain how much you mean to me. You were everything I ever wanted and more. You were my bestfriend, my brother, my boyfriend all in one. You understood me like no one ever had. You accepted me for who I am with all my quirks and weirdness. I fell in love with you deeper. I could talk to you for hours about everything and anything. I swear you are the only person in the whole world who knows how to make me smile even if I'm cussing with anger. Just being with you is so easy and effortless. It's always fun when we're together. Though I know not everything in our relationship were flowers and chocolates. We went through a lot of scrutiny by the people around us. They don't get it why I chose you. Because they don't see you the way I do. If only they could borrow my eyes then they would see the goodness in you. You know I fought for you. I fought really hard to save what we had. But I guess the world is too powerful for us. Our love isn't enough to make us survive.
You're long gone but still I can't forget you. I dated other guys but none of them can compare to what you made me feel. The feeling of security and contentment. The kind of feeling that no matter what happens we'll always have each other. I don't have with them the kind of connection we had. Where I just look at you without saying anything and you'd automatically know what I want. I'm not sure if I could find another guy who could make me forget you.
So I'm writing this to pour out what I've been hiding inside my heart - my love for you. Though you left me and it hurts too much to describe, I didn't stop loving you. I'm pretty much positive that we could never be together again. But maybe next lifetime we'll see each other again. And maybe, just maybe we will have a happy ending.
Here By Me
by: 3 Doors Down
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…
Everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…
Everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love...
Everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
Everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.
