September 10, 2009

deep



this is the most personal poem i have ever made. this really tells what was in my heart when i wrote it. here goes:






MY IMMORTAL



I've been hiding for so long


Avoiding the pain I feel


Slowly inching away from the world


Losing the grip of reality



I've had this for a long time


Until I've become numb


Can't feel the prick of hurt


Can't feel the pierce of rejection



Everyday I wake up lonely


Wearing my mask of deception


Outside I seem okay


But deep inside I'm fading away



Always behind my walls of security


I never go too far from it


Afraid that somebody would see


The girl beneath the face



Would somebody please help me


I would do anything to just feel better


Tell me what to do


Anything to take this pain away



I can't see through the haze around me


Please help me find light


The light of hope


And the chance of a new life



Take me back to the real world


Destroy my walls of fear


Pull away my mask of pretention


Heal my heart cut so deep



GIve me back my innocence


Soften my heart of stone


Hear my voice long gone


Show me love I'm abandoned from



Until then I'm still me


The girl struglling to be free


Free from this misery


Please help me